Sometimes the universe wants us to take the longer road


Hi everybody, i'm back home! Actually i didn't have to stay that long at the hospital and was released saturday evening.

Well, what can i say that you can't already guess from the title of this post. My doctor said that my tubes were not functional and quite damaged so he had to remove them both, which means that i cannot get pregnant in a "normal" way. 

It was hard to hear it. It is still hard to think about it. I just wonder how much this part of my life is definitely not was i was expecting. But we're ok now. I mean, it's not as if we didn't know there was a high probability for this to happen. It is hard, but life goes on and luckily we live in a time where technology and science give us options. We've already found a clinic specialized in In-Vitro-Fertilization and well, that's the road we're taking.

But first of all i have to heal. I'm overwhelmed with how much stuff our bodies can go through. I'm not in a lot of pain anymore, but everything is uncomfortable right now. I feel like a balloon filled up with too much air, I can't sit, or walk, or lay down for prolonged periods of time and even my head still feels fuzzy from the anesthesia. Raul's working from home today, but as from tomorrow i will have to manage on my own again. 

The Heinrichs Hospital Flowers

So, i wish you all a happy monday and take care of your bodies! i know i will ;-)

x.o.

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Struddelino
May 19, 2014

Bere, I love you! I know that everzything will work itself out and we will be welcoming soon a mini-Bere o a mini-Raul to the family! : ) I love you hermana!

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beritas
May 19, 2014

I love you too! you're my favourite brother ;-)

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schokolatina
May 19, 2014

You can´t have a rainbow  without a little rain...Love you both

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beritas
May 19, 2014

Thank you sooo much! love you too!

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